Sexlogicus

Kind of disappeared for a bit there.  This was partially due to being overwhelmed with work related things and partially due to some personal issues (some romantic and others medical in nature).  But not to worry.  Nothing too severe or life changing just now.  Not sure I’m ready to talk about them just yet… even here.

I did have a work-related photo shoot this weekend.  The photographer was a new friend who’s become a close friend very quickly.  He’s poly and kinky and while I’m aware he’s interested in me, he’s aware I’m not interested in him.  We’ve still managed to connect very well as friends with that difference and he makes me feel very comfortable and pretty during shoots.  Even my partners have said his pictures of me are some of the best they’ve seen of me (perhaps it’s his interest in me that helps?…I know I’ve worked with photographers who were obviously disinterested and they had more throw away shots).

There was an event this weekend which James, Clove, and Frank all attended.  I couldn’t really pay attention to any of them at this event and Frank seemed mildly bitter about this.  He ended up hooking up with a friend of a friend at the event in a secluded spot (though I knew).  I’d planned on going home with him that night (and did) so a little jealousy came out I think.

I did spend most of the weekend with Frank and it was very relaxed and comforting.  Mostly there was a lot of lying about and cuddling while making snide remarks.  We definitely indulged in the Daddy/girl scenario off and on over the last couple of days.  He seems more comfortable allowing himself to enjoy that.  I do have a few light bite marks on my rear and some deeper ones on my shoulder.  Hopefully those fade by my next modeling gig this week.

Overall I’m in a strange place and while things are going fairly well they’re still overshadowed by medical and personal concerns.